“It is our choices, Harry, that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities.”
Jenna Coleman as a fem!Gryffindor
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orphan black meme | 2/2 clones: sarah manning"Just petty fraud, assault, whatever. Wasted youth, alright? If the body matches me, the cops will see a mugshot of somebody who looks like Beth, only it’s yours truly, and I’m already supposed to be dead."
"But we saved the world, right? So… on balance…"
Clara took on his role. Not the Eleventh Doctor’s, but clearly the Twelfth’s, with none of the lightness of the former and all of the abrasiveness of the latter.
The scene in the flat turns the Doctor/companion dynamic on its head. It’s the Doctor who warns Clara to behave in a way which isn’t alarming and it’s Clara who fails only seconds later. She’s losing her hold on that bit of empathy which she needs to understand what she can say around people who are not used to this kind of life.
Later her first instincts is to lie to people to give them hope, fully knowing that at least some of them would probably die. There’s no gentle approach to make people do what she wants, it is “I am the one chance you’ve got of staying alive” and “you wanna walk, walk”. We’ve seen her in command before, but this is a new, darker tone.
Clara has seen two peole die in front of her and she drops them from her thoughts moments later. She adopted the Doctor’s approach to death instinctively, when she finds herself in his role. And so the woman who changed the world with just the power of her tears does no longer have the time to stop and grieve.
Danny saw the Doctor as an officer and saw himself in Clara, cast her in the role of a soldier. But if she ever was that, she’s grown out of that role. Even in the moment where she should have been in her element, keeping Rigsy from needlessly sacrificing his life, her words do not speak of compassion. They are merciless with regards to just how futile this is. They end on a call to arms. And she will defeat the enemy.
She truly wasn’t exceptional at being the Doctor just because she was good. It wasn’t only the cleverness and how she saved Rigsy’s life and drew on his talents. She was exceptional because she was just as flawed as the Doctor. Every step of the way. Lies, arrogance, and “people with guns to their head cannot mourn” are embraced without a look back.
Does Clara realise it in that moment? Or has she yet to notice that she is losing her grasp on what it means to be good, in the way that Clara Oswald is good?
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I’ll be in my bedroom, making no noise and pretending I’m not there.
Keira Knightley as Elizabeth Bennett in Pride & Prejudice (2005).
#okay can we please talk about this???#i mean she has gone from being afraid of taking a chance on him to being afraid of LOSING HIM#like she was willing to leave him behind but now she can’t even imagine her life without him#she’s can’t lose him#honestly their relationship development is a m a z i n g#ugh i will ever stop crying??#probably not